Thinking.

How long does it take for a person to realise where he is heading?

How long does it take for a person to know that he's on the wrong road?

And how long does it take for a person to turn back?

How long does it take for a bird to fly home when the cold season is over?

How long does it take for a whale to need to come to the surface to take a new breath of air?

And how long does it take for a person to realise that he's no longer alive?

How long does it take for a seed to become a tree?

How long does it take for a book to be completed?

And how long God's list of sinners can go?

It took me too long to know that i'm in the wrong. It took me too long to know that you are right all these while. It took me to long to know that you care and you are good.

It's all too late. Too late for another word for i'll only hide myself in shame.

It's all too late, for what's done's done. And trust can never be regained. And everything will never be back the way it is. It simply cant.

But thankfully it's not too late for me to turn back and look at those who had not given up hope on me. In this world, it would have been too easy to end one's life. But there are those who touched the heart and moved me. So i shouldn't give up on myself or i'll be too selfish. I'm not mine only, i'm many's too. And it's much better when one's not all alone, when one's not one.

The world is unfair but God is.

How long does it take for the end of the world to come?

Most people wouldn't want to know because they are afraid. But i'm sure for those who know or sense it, they would purely cherish life and the people around them much much more. Time is not always not our side you know. Who knows one day...