bye... you take care lah. and all thebest for your posting

Sparklers - says:
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Sparklers - says:
you are always like that. had always been like that. and i always end up like that

Sparklers - says:
soomehow feel like you are playing me. playing with my emotions and feeling and patience and everything.

Sparklers - says:
are you. if you are please stop it. and i'm just dumb enough to get tricked by you again and again. this is unbelievable man,

Sparklers - says:
i guess i'm just too silly to believe that you would get over with the past and get on with the present. and i hate you n myself for that. for who you are and being who i am.

Sparklers - says:
you haven't plan to get me a single bit of chance to get into your life have you? not even to be a single normal friend?

Sparklers - says:
not last time, not any of the times you said you will, or rather when i thought you would. not that time that you said you might. not the other time you said you dont know. not that time you ask me if i miss you. not the time i said we can be normal friends and stop there. not the other time you then ask me if i'm interested. not not not. then when will it be.

Sparklers - says:
so should i look forward to the day that we can be back to friends or should i just stop it. i'm sick of this vicious cycle that we got trapped into each time we talk. and it was suffocating every onetime. thanks. if that's what you wish to achieve then i'll have to congrate you cos' you have just done it yet again, yet another time.

Sparklers - says:
okay i shall stop this emo shit.

Sparklers - says:
adieu