It's God.

Long time since my last miserable entry. In case anyone still reads my blog and had suspected that i might have killed myself and been dead, you are so wrong.

Cos i'm still freaking alive. I have been so busy with the uni and scholarship stuffs these days la. Even in my dreams i dreamt about school fees and the scholarship bla bla. Gosh. I'm going slightly nuts already.

And in case you are thinking that i'm trying to show off my results here, I'M SO NOT. Do you think i'm really such a no life freak who live his life recognising himself as a i'm-so-smart-and-clever person. Dots. No no. I'M MORE THAN THAT. Hahahahaha.

Okay great. Now you are thinking that i'm really crazy. Haha.

Guess wat. I'm having lunch alone now at delifrance. Dots. Went to gym alone just now too. Yea, i need to enjoy a little bit of the solitude that i missed and had been deprived of all these weeks in army! Not that i'm a born loner, but i think everyone needs their own private and comfortable time that they spend with themselves, only. Oh and let me tell you what. Most of the food here at deli sucks. Omg. But i came just for my all time fav sandwiches. Deli should just conc on it from the beginning instead of branching out into other kind of food. The mixing and matching make it now so not here and not there. A blurred identity i call it. The horrible food that they tried adding into their menu just damages its reputation.

Oh whatever. How did i get to this topic anyway. Back to that nice little picture which i use for this entry. Saw that name of mine? TAN CHUAN KIAT NIGEL? Shift a little bit upwards and you will see another name ADELINE LAU PEI LIAN? Guess wat. She has been the top of top students. She topped our cohort ever since the first exam in our first year to our second year's prelim. Like wow right.

And me? I have never even squeeze to the TOP 300, ever in any of the school's exams!

It's a miracle. Damn it for sure. Thank God i must say. Okay i finished my delifrance already. Got to go back home! Mayb will blog more later. And yeahs! Later got dinner with my section people. Yeah yeahs.